Description and Backstory

From my last post:

The short and sweet answers to these from the forums and other sources are:

• "Say, 'Hello.'" — Okay!
• Look at your partner's description or background for ideas.
• Don't be afraid to go out-of-character (OOC) and ask for help from your partner, especially if you're new. When you need to leave, just say something like, "It was a pleasure to speak with you, but I have pressing errands."
• Elitist assholes are (apparently) few and far between. Let it roll off like water off a duck's back: you wouldn't want to interact with those people anyway. Most people on said server are very friendly.

Concerning that second bullet: the World of Warcraft does not provide a place within the game for you to write your own description and history. However, from the forums I've found addons (software that provides additional help, information, shortcuts, or enhancements to the game) that are specifically made for role playing. FlagRSP2 displays your RP experience and your current RP status (in or out of character). MyRolePlay provides in-game character sheets in which you can type your character's physical characteristics (height, weight, eye color, physical description) and personal history.

Although I've already had a few interactions with people through role play, I'm still very shy and wary. Right now, my favorite thing to do is find people who have the addons and read their descriptions and backstories. On the other hand, I'm consistently disappointed by the number of players who have these modifications and don't bother to write anything.

Here's what you'd see if you looked at mine:

Sapsorrow

No specific first, middle, or last name given yet, although "Sapsorrow" will either be a nickname or a surname. I don't know enough about Darnassian to confidently give her a familiar name.

Title: Novice Druid, Apprentice Botanist and Scribe

With these addons, you can create your own "title." I had intended to leave mine blank for now, but after seeing several "apprentices" around, I thought this might be an acceptable way for others to see my profession choices (herbalsim and inscription).

Character Description: The young druid's clothes are well worn and humble, and dirt is caught in the hem of her skirt and under her nails. The expession of her face is fixed in contemplative thought.

Others' are much more elaborate, detailing everything from the varying color in the strands of a character's hair to the length of a favorite weapon. There's also no shortage of descriptions commenting on how beautiful/curvaceous/handsome/perfect a character is. It may be the cynical postmodernist sitting on my left shoulder talking, but I can't help but wonder if it's a form of compensation. The more unusual or original descriptions interest me more, if for no other reason than their deviation from the "norm." There's also less chance of Mary Sues erupting from them. Regardless, my own description feels anemically short. I'm hoping as I spend time in this character's shoes and interact with others that I'll discover what else I'd like others to see when they look at her.

Motto: "The very earth affords us life. Should we not repay each other in kind?"

Character History: Though intrigued by the possibility of entering the Emerald Dream herself, Sapsorrow feels a strange barrier within her own slumbers . . . one she fears will prevent her advancement as a Night Elf Druid. Her "verdant" dreams are those of grassy plains in a far away, but very present land. She has yet to decipher their meaning.

My characters may never be able to meet each other face to face (they're all on only one account), but I can't help but think they should somehow be connected to each other—even across factions. When I wrote this description, I had in mind a druid or shaman of the Horde (the opposing faction) who also had difficulty reaching the Emerald Dream, though I haven't decided if they will share the same soul or be connected by other means.

(history, cont.) She abhors killing beasts, but feels duty-bound when the necessity is clear and is an ardent vegetarian. She is otherwise peaceable and helpful to all living creatures, be they beast, elven, or even orc. Unliving things, however, disturb her.

Somewhere in the making, I decided this girl is going to be absolutely nothing like me. I'm a die-hard omnivore, and I'm not delicate. I've never been partial to healing types in stories or in game; even my priest on another server is more skilled in the vampiric Shadow arts than in either of the healing schools. I've presented myself with interesting challenges though: I can't get my cooking past 50 because Sapsorrow won't touch meat, my choice of armor is limited because she's embarrassed by revealing pieces, and I pass up certain plants if I don't think she can get to them without having to kill a creature in her path. I have felt the temptation to cry, "OOC!!!"* and blast everything away—the easy route—but it's not difficult to knock that temptation down either. After all, I'm not here to raid or even to level. Those objectives will always be secondary. My primary purpose here is to RP. Sapsorrow plays a different game, and I'm here to understand the rules, not break them.

My interactions have been limited, mostly due to my own inhibitions. Recently another female Night Elf began a conversation with me at an inn. Her descriptions implied heavily that she was not of pure Night Elf descent. I took that to mean it was something I had permission to inquire about; however, each time I brought it up, she shied away from elaborating on it. I also tried to bait questions from her based on my public notes—"I wonder if I shall ever see the Dream."—but she didn't bite. Real life called me away from the computer sooner than I could ask her if I had done something wrong. I worry that I came on too strong or pitiable.

* OOC is short for "out of character." On role playing realms, players are expected to be in character unless otherwise noted.

Why This Blog? Why RP?

One year ago:

I've never really understood modern poetry. (For those of you who are already screaming "Off topic!" please bare with me.) Rhyming I got to a point. Like most of us, I grew up with Dr. Seuss and nursery rhymes. But free form, Shakespearean sonnets, and nearly all the bulk of "literature" (excluding Edgar Allen Poe) could have just as well been written in another language. The metaphors are often too obscure to be of any use, and the subject matter is so far removed from application that it is entirely alien to anything regarded as "real life."

I took several poetry classes simply because I didn't understand it. I wanted to. After all, so many people seem to understand/enjoy/interpret/write it that surely there must be something to it. I decided that even if I didn't get to the point where I liked it, I would at least ensure I could understand it and those who relished in it.

Fast forward to now:

Although free form still isn't my thing—Kudos to the poets who can write this and write it well; you are few in a million who attempt it with any success—I find that I am in love with the modern sonnet and the darker subjects they often envelop. As for the rest of poetry, I think I can appreciate it now. I know its mechanics and meanings, and it doesn't seem such a foreign thing . . . Occasionally, it's poignant. Those poems become my favorites.

I had said in another blog that I would never role play (RP), and for what I thought was a good reason. It is very difficult to turn my inner editor off whether I'm looking at my own work or someone else's. Grammatical errors cry out, "This person doesn't care about the subject matter or you!" and poorly thought out and juvenile thoughts leap from the page, dig a grave for style that would otherwise be pleasant and enjoyable, and dance circles on it.

I said I would never RP, but for the same reasons I took poetry classes, I'm going to try it.

I'm also putting my experience into a blog, so that if anyone else is wondering about RPing, or is afraid to, they may know they're not alone and may have an idea of what to expect. That said, every player is different, every guild is different, every server is different, and every game is different. If you're thinking of role playing, do some research and read up on each of those aspects to better prepare yourself for your own experience.

Meet Sapsorrow:

Sapsorrow, a Night Elf Druid.

I've already made a point to visit some of World of Warcraft's official forums to prepare: specifically World's End Tavern (a large, general forum for role play buffs) and on Wyrmrest Accord, a forum for the specific realm (server) on which I've made this character. The atmosphere in the forums has been encouragingly pleasant and welcoming. Several "newbies" such as myself have posted concerns, and all have been met with adequately and with a welcoming attitude.

My main concerns have been (and at this post, still are):

• how to initiate an rp experience
• what to say when you don't know what to say
• what to say when you've run out of things to say or need to leave, and
• am I going to be clobbered senselessly for not knowing every inch of lore within the game?

The short and sweet answers to these from the forums and other sources are:

• "Say, 'Hello.'" — Okay!
• Look at your partner's description or background for ideas.
• Don't be afraid to go out-of-character (OOC) and ask for help from your partner, especially if you're new. When you need to leave, just say something like, "It was a pleasure to speak with you, but I have pressing errands."
• Elitist assholes are (apparently) few and far between. Let it roll off like water off a duck's back: you wouldn't want to interact with those people anyway. Most people on said server are very friendly.

So far, this has been true, but I've only just started and my interactions with other players have been few and far between. More to come.